Amazin-A

I’m going to be moving again tomorrow up North in California. I’ll be staying with some friends while I try to figure out what the hell I’m doing. 

I’m not gonna lie I’m in a really tight spot… Money is getting low, I’ll need to pick up a part-time job to help cover bills and expenses.

I’ll still be doing art, but it’s just gonna be really really difficult to dig myself out of the financial trap I seem to be in right now. I’ll be honest I’m kind of scared.

I feel like I’m on a path to fail and I know some people may like to hear that. 

I’m just legitimately lost and confused as to what the hell I’m doing anymore. If money weren’t such an issue, I could just take everything as it comes, but then I have taxes I have to file (of which I’ll be getting fined by the government for not being able to afford health care last year) and then in April I’ll be receiving a court verdict on a traffic violation. All while trying to pay rent, car bills, loans, and other necessities. 

I don’t think I have what it takes to cover that right now, and I’m afraid I may just lose everything. 

Life is just absolutely frightening. It’s stressful and fatiguing on your physical and mental health.

I don’t know how much longer I can last before things reach a boiling point and I’m forced to fold. 

Los Angeles has been an experience. A very expensive experience. In the end, it’s not what I want. I want something else, and yet I still can’t pin-point what that is. 

I’m sorry everyone. I’m just venting a bit, but I figured I owe it to all of you to let you know what my situation is like right now.

On a lighter note, I just hit over 700+ followers on this blog. I feel like I just thanked you all for 600 like… a week or two ago. 

So thanks again for the continual growth of my art blog. It helps so much more than you all may think. 

This is what I enjoy, but it’s also helping me stay afloat, both financially and mentally. 

So thank you all so much for your support and understanding. It means the world to me. 

Unreasonably sized dicks in blow job pictures has never been a turn on for me. 

Back from Yosemite. 

I need to work on commission work today, so I’ll be streaming soon. 

I’ve been away in Yosemite. I’ll be back Wednesday night!

Tumblr, if you’re going to force me to use your “new” messaging system, then at least make it impossible for other people to send messages in the old format. 

Don’t force me to use the new messaging system. It creates confusion, especially if they message me on another secondary blog, and then I go to use the new messaging system to respond and it uses my mod blog. 

It’s a broken system. Get your shit together. 

My drawings really aren’t that great. I need to find a regular job.

I think I’m ready to give up.

Wow. Not for nothin but I’m seeing a lot of new faces here! Almost 50 new ones!

Welcome! 

The final bids were

Slot #1: $70.00

Slot #2: $70.00

Winners expect an email with an invoice for payment!

Thanks for bidding everyone!

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