Damn man. I’m lonely as fuck.

Iunno man like, I’ve just been thinking. Let me level with you all.

I have literally 0 interest in a romantic relationship or any sort right now. It’s not that I wouldn’t welcome it, but I don’t really care for it right now, so I’m not really talking about relationships when I say that I’m lonely.

What I really mean is just being around like minded individuals.

People who want to create, people who want to move forward, people who want to work together, and people who want to lift others up.

It’s been pretty easy to alienate myself from my friends in New York, mostly because a lot of them just aren’t in the mindset that I want to be around. So it’s difficult to want to hang out with people who don’t have much going on. It’s hard to hang out and talk with people when the only goings on in their lives is the same mediocre job and the same complacency to go along with it.

I mean, if they’re happy then they’re happy. Problem is, I don’t think 90% of them are, and they either place limitations on themselves or believe there’s nothing they can do outside of their current situation to make life better for themselves. Trust me, I’ve asked them.

I just don’t want to be around that. Yet here I am, thinking about how much it sucks to not have people to be with. Even on the web I feel somewhat limited.

Whenever I get to thinking on anything like this, my mind always draws it back to me. Like, “What am I doing wrong?” or, “What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I make shit work out?”

Gosh Iunno it just sucks to think that it might be like this for a long long time.

Sep 02, 2018
  1. ringo29 said: Good luck with that.
  2. zippysqrl said: same
  3. deusexkittycoonarts said: I get where you are coming from. I myself life a sort of lifestyle that often isolates me from many, and despite my unlimited opportunities to go find a relationship I really just want to find company to enjoy my general interests and hobbies with. Nothing wrong with it really but I feel like since a different hobby kicked off people are staying away from me.
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  5. marzipantwist said: Too bad you just missed AnthroCon, that would have been a great opportunity to network with nearby creative types. Maybe there is some other kind of local meetup you can network at?
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