applesause1823
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Hey my man I've been reading your previous posts, I see you haven't been yourself. Again this could be a side effect of your medication or not but please don't look at your life that way. Even though with the work talk, have you considered on looking at apprenticeships in art or animation? Because I believe that it would be a good step forward. Although I probably know you have look for jobs in that section, but that's the best I got. Hope your day is swell though and remember you are amazin. ;)

I would love to maybe go to school or do something like an apprenticeship in my field, but I don’t even know where to start finding something like this that I could afford or even qualify for.

College is just WAY too expensive and they require GPA’s of 3.0 or higher. I don’t have either of those. I flunked out of college in 2011. I’d have to first go to community college for like, 4 semesters, then I’d have to transfer into a 2 or 4 year program at an art school. By the time I get done with all of that, I’d be 35-36 years old, with pretty much no chance of getting hired anywhere in the industry.

So yea, I have no idea where to even look. I feel like I’m kind of on my own. I wish I hadn’t fucking wasted my 20′s being a fucking moron. I which I hadn’t been an anxious chronic liar when I was in highschool. I wish things were just a little different.